Isn’t ‘moth’ a beautiful word? It’s almost onomatopoeic in that soft ending, suggesting talcy, fluttering wings.
I haven’t always been a fan of moths. As a teenager on holiday in a Welsh cottage I was reading one night when a beast the size of a small bird flew in and started battering itself against my light. It took me about half an hour to get rid of it. More recently, one laid eggs in a ridiculously expensive winter coat that I bought when I worked for an international German publisher. It now has three noticeable holes.
Many moths share that peculiar single life purpose that one finds amongst insects: they exist only to breed and have no mouths as they don’t live long enough to require food. What’s the point of existing only to breed creatures that exist only to breed? Other moths with more complex missions sip nectar.
Inevitably they have acquired symbolic value for those who like to give themselves animal characteristics. Their single-minded attraction to light suggests determination, yet their inability to differentiate between a teenage boy’s bedside lamp and a candle flame apparently demonstrates the dangers of blind faith.
They are also symbols of love. The female moth emits powerful pheromones that can attract a male 11 kms away. He’ll fly through the night, making clicking noises to confuse predatory bats, charting his course by his relationship to the moon, until he ends up in the dusty embrace of his one true love.
Talking of which, here’s an excerpt from a poem which I bought from a homeless street poet in New York City for $5:
My gentle love
Holds you like a moth
In cupped hands. Protecting,
Not confining, I release you
To the sheltering night.
I’m not sure what the implication of that last part is, but I didn’t feel that $5 covered both poem and explanation.
The drawing above owes a certain amount to the wonderful drawings and paintings of wild things by Cornwall-based artist, Kurt Jackson. It’s drawn in coloured pencil on gessoed paper which gives the drawings their mothy textures.
What a lovely essay on moths. I know more about them than I ever did. Who knew about the length of their love? That street poem is lovely too. I like the “sheltering night” image.
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Thanks, Deborah. I find them oddly fascinating. I once met a man at some sort of nature open day who was clearly obsessed by them, even those big ones which I still find slightly unnerving.
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Beautiful. I didn’t know that some moths didn’t ever eat. I knit and am most familiar with those who do eat my hard work. Your picture is lovely. I’m going to try painting on gessoed paper it is really a lovely texture.
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Thank you, Jeanette. I couldn’t really get the photograph to show up properly here. Even though I say so myself, the original drawing looked much better. Do try it – it’s great fun.
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What a wonderful story and drawing. It’s the caterpillars that eat your wool…I’m always trying to kill those little white things fluttering around before they can lay eggs. But I find large moths to be magical…maybe it’s the darkness? (K)
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Thank you, Kerfe. They certainly are impressive when they’re bigger, but also, to me, slightly worrying!
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They don’t bite! (at least not that I know of). Now I had a friend with a bat in her house….
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Bats – certainly more difficult to love…
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I’m a big fan of moths, outside – a brush against the mint in the back garden and they nearly block out the sun. Not keen on the cable pseudo documentary – 7ft Moth Man!
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Fascinating! They like mint, do they? I’ll have to plant more. Sad to say I’ve never seen 7′ Moth Man although I’ll keep an eye out for it now!
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Another moth supporter here (and also of Kurt Jackson)… very moth-like drawings, fragile and light-feeling. Thanks also for sharing the poem, short but very sweet, a good investment… 🙂
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Many thanks, Rebecca. I bet you get some huge ones up there in Norfolk!
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We do, one of the benefits of rural life. In fact, about 5 years ago we built a moth trap so that we could have a really good look at what’s about. Very good fun – you never know what you’re going to see. Hmmm, maybe I should dig it out? 🙂
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Poem is great, love the links 🙂
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Thank you so much – so glad you enjoyed the post.
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Your drawings have the brisk flutter of a moth. Lovely! Fascinating creatures; I’ve always rather liked them, but I can remember one of those birdlike beasts coming right up to my bedroom window – thank heavens it was closed. It was startling. I’d never seen anything like it! (Ouch re the coat.)
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Thank you so much, Jacob. Yes those big ones certainly carry something of the night with them, don’t they!
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I love the drawings and I was very interested in the writing. I have a friend who as part of nature volunteering is raising Luna moths. I thought the same thing as you did about a moth’s sense of purpose.
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Thank you, Claudia. I wish I could have got the drawings to reproduce more clearly but I’m pleased that you like them. Raising moths is interesting: is it for a purpose or just out of interest?
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She belongs to s county sponsored group of trained citizen naturalist who do different things like check bird boxes that are placed in parks and so on, inventory plant species in locations, and… raise moths for setting free!
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Splendid!
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They terrify me! Great big furry beasties!
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And you have so many in Wales!
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Not as many as there used to be. My childhood was filled with butterflies and moths but I rarely see either now.
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I love your drawings of moths.
Your teenage visitor might have been an elephant hawk moth. I once disturbed one sheltering in some curtains and thought it was a bird at first, it was so big. And its desperation to get out was frightening. Once it got out, it lay on the grass to recover and I was so concerned that I had caused its demise. But it had gone by the morning and I’ve always wondered if it flew away or became owl food. There are smaller cousins called hummingbird hawk moths which feed on nectar during the day and are fascinating to watch and far less scary.
I remember reading Barbara Kingsolver’s book ‘Prodigal Summer’ many years ago. Luna moths, coyotes, and environmental protection featured a great deal. I’ll have to dig it out.
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I enjoyed the effect of the drawing which does look rather airy. The research you did on this species was so interesting. Like others I now know more about moths than I ever have.
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Let’s hope you see that as a good thing, LuAnne!
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Very much so, Michael. 🙂
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Such a lovely drawing and meditation (I think that is the right word for this). The poem’s simplicity for me also captures the universality of love and what it can mean. I needed this today-Thank you!
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Splendid! I’m so pleased it worked for you. Many many thanks.
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Yes, we’re being urged to plant purple flowers to attract bees and butterflies. It’s so sad.
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I love working on gesso with dry media, that ready made texture, mmm. Sorry to hear about your wool coat. Is there someone near you who does invisible mending? It is worth a try, they can be awfully good, and the holes will either disappear or be less noticeable.
Nice studies. cheers, Sarah
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Thank you, Sarah, also for the tailoring advice!
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Thanks for taking the time to look at my art blog Michael. Its great to see your own work and corresponding writings too. Personally, I find moths linger on the border between being fascinating and disturbing for me. It’s the unpredictable nature of their frantic fluttering that unnerves me. Once still, they’re beautiful to look at.
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I know what you mean about the fluttering thing – it can be unsettling. Thanks for dropping by.
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I thought of you when I read this poem today. Enjoy! http://www.ayearofbeinghere.com/2014/06/craig-arnold-very-large-moth.html
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Hah, that’s exactly it LuAnne! I was transported back to that Welsh cottage in the 1960s as I read. Terrific poem – thanks so much for sharing it with me.
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I saw a hummingbird moth in my garden here in Wiltshire. I didn’t know what it was. It was large enough to be a hummingbird and flew just like one. I was transfixed. A great post as always Michael
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Thanks Jasper. I’d love to see one of those!
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